jgn di bahas

untuk anda yang sedang memenuhi otak saya.....

Forgive me if I seem forward,
But I've never been in front of anything like you,
It's the last place I ever thought I'd be when I woke up this morning,
Is it true that you are always this breathtaking?,
And you're smart and you're willing,
And my god this is killing me,

Tell me all the things you never said,
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,

You started to see right through me,
And I'm loving every minute of it,
Its like I'm born again every time I breath in so,
If you're curious my favorite color's blue,
And I like to sing in the shower,
If you like I'll sing to you,

Tell me all the things you never said,
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,

Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want you to take me there (take me there),
Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want to take you there (take you there),
Tell me everything,
Every breath,
I want you to know I'll be there (know I'll be there),
There's just one more thing,
One request,
I want you to take me with you,

Take me with you,
I will never let you down,
I will love you now and forever (now and forever)

lagi lagi gigi

ASTAGHFIRULLAH,,
SALAH SATU POSTINGAN Q MNJADI KORBAN KEBODOHAN Q...
HAHAHAHAHAHA.....

dilarang baca, apalagi diresapi !

askum,,,
mmmmmmmm.....
nulis di blog lagi, kata orang,  dengan kita menulis maka tekanan-tekanan yang di rasa akan hilang. selain menulis, cara efektif lainnya adalah menceritakan atau membagi keluh kesah kita kepada sahabat-sahabat kita. bukannya aku tidak mempunyai sahabat, hanya saja terkadang aku merasa terlalu membebani teman dengan masalah-masalah ku, ckckck',,,
sebenarnya ini masalah pribadi dan sifatnya sangat privasi, alias sentimentil, tapi kenapa aku tulis di blog ?
karena aku rasa hanya sedikit orang-orang yang peduli dengan isi blog temannya, 'side that, following q hnya beberapa*buahahahahaha, it's okay, ini sangat membantu ko',,,,

mau berbagi sesuatu.....
sesuatu yang mulai membuat ku bingung......
*boleh lebay yakkk'..:)
"sepertinya aku menyukaimu", hanya saja................
arrrrgggghhhhhhhh'.....--'
betapa sulitnya menjelaskan iniiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,,,,,,

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a "boy" like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a "boy" like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm your's to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a "boy" like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a "boy" like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find


*****

november is raising,,,

welcome to november, new month, get better...

liburan beberapa detik d rmh, ng'lepas penat kuliah sebentar, online berjam'', buka facebook, nulis d blog, downlod lagu'', nyari tugas pula (tetep--')...
lumayan bnyk dpat lagu'' yg menurut aq asikkk', aesy to hear,,
nih judul'' x, bbrapa udah lama aq download, bbrpa x baru :

• maybe
• fall for u
• take me with u
• it's not over

lagu d atas lagu x secondhand serenade, gilaaaaaaaaaa',
gitar x it kga' nahan, berharap ada someone yg nyanyi'in lgu'' it d dpan kost wktu aq ultah !!!
*buahahahahahahaha, ngayal tingkat dewa, ngakak sama dri sndiri, hihihihihi' :p
next track :

• teenage dream (katy perry)
• just the way you're (bruno mars)
• when i'm with u (simple plan)
• mine (taylor swift)
• the last but very important, vanila twilight, 

lagi gila'' x dengerin lagu ini, coba deh dngerin, endanggggggggggg'....
lagu x simple, maka x aq suka,,,
nih lirik x aq lampirin...


The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake I miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’ll send a postcard to you dear
Cause I wish you were here
I watch the night turn light blue,
But it’s not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn’t so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
As many times as I blink I’ll think of you… tonight
I’ll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here

*nyomot di sini

jdii k'inget sama kejadian sabtu pagi d kost, waktu numpang buka facebook d laptop x limbad, trus ga' sngaja liat headline, *bagi aq, adalahhhh' something that make me surprised...
otak mendidih, hati panaaaaaassss', mata melotot smpe' mw keluar,*hiperbola,,,
poko' gitu dehh, sempat marah tingkat dewa, kecewa, seballlllllll',,,,
ga' nyangka aj sama org yg selama ini kita hormati, yg kita nggap baik ternyta ga' sebaik it !!
susah ya' ng'hargain perasaan org ?,
susah ya' memaknai semua x ?,
hey u !
sadar kah betapa egois x dirimu ?!

untung sja keputusan q tepat dan cepat, aq paling anti sama yg nama x DZALIM SAMA DIRI SENDIRI !!
alhamdulillah allah cepat mmbuka mata q, jika tdk, ap yg trjadi d dpan ?,
mudarat x psti makin besar...........

special thanks to : nai, nyid, bing, nunu, edwin, jody, dyich, adis, behel', nana, dina, vina, nana satu x.....
"sungguh tdk ada yg indah selain ketika kita jatuh seluruh tangan meraih kita"
_LOVE U GUYS_

warna-warni oktober (part 2)

trapped oct,,

aswb,,
oktober oh oktober,,*ko' speechless
mmmmm,,
ehmm..
jdiiii, cuma mw bilang, kalooooo'....
*astaga sendat

pertama, blog 1 sdh brlalu, alhmdlillah bisul sdh pecah 1 alias ketrampilan belajar ga' inhal, tpii bisul lain blm pecah, kesgimas blm d umumkan..
bbrpa hari sblm ujian sempat stress tingkat dewa, ok, beban x it yg bikin stress, knpa ?,
mikirin gimana cara x biar ga' inhal, malukan klo smpai inhal, pdaha untk blog 1 msih jauh dri sulit...
maaf, saya masih punya orang tua yg pngen nilai anak x selangit..
ini beban lain x..
untung sjaaa' ad suara'' sumbang yg mngatakan bahwa "kuliah it jgn mncari nilai, tpii ilmu"..
*thanks for him :)
akhir x rombak ulang pikiran, benar juga tuh, youwesss', yg penting usaha maksimal x, study hard, mnta doa "mama abah", tahajud...
wlwpun nilai x msih secret n kesgimas msih terkatung'',,
alhamdulillah smwa ga' sia''..
(buat dude aq, destiya dewi haryanti, jgn sedih ya', jdi mhasiswa mental x hrus kuat, jgn cengeng, emang ga' mudah, tpii ap boleh buat, life must go on,,,)

#belum selesai

warna-warni oktober

ok...
mulai dari mna?
dari tdi saja..
--'


knpa nulis d blog ?,
*spya puas

knpa mw cerita ttg oktober ?,
*kd tw

ad ap dgn oktober ?,
*hal luar biasa

ap yg luar biasa ?,
*kejadian x

kejadian ap ?,
*banyakkkkkkk !!!!!!

ayooo cerita ?,
*malas




ahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'.......

life is choice !!!

life adalah hidup, is yaitu adalah, choice adalah pilihan....
jadi life is choice yaitu HIDUP ADALAH PILIHAN !!!!!
*buahahaha'

benar kan klo hidup adalah pilihan ?,
dlam hidup ap pun it kita hrus pilih dan tntukan..
baik yg kecil mwpun yg besar..
hal yg sederhana maupun kompleks........
contoh :

• milih makaan ap
• milih baju ap
• milih duduk d dpan atw d belakang wktu kuliah
• nulis blog atw nyalin catatan
• buka fb atw nyari tugas
• pngen kuliah 3,5 thun atw menahun
• ptt dlu atw lamar jdii pns

tpiiiiiiiii.......
manusia it d ciptakan dgn ketidak sempurnaan, mksd ny adalah, bgaimana seorang manusia bisa mngetahui pilihan terbaik mana yg akan mereka pilih..
bukan kah manusia sdikit pun tdk tau bgaimana gambaran masa depan ny ?,
*--'
bgaimana jika manusia mnjdi salah langkah dalam mngambil pilihan ?,

ribet ny anak kost

sdh pernah jdii anak kost ?,
ribettttttttttt',,!!!!
apa-apa mesti sendiri,,ini itu sendiri,,,
blm lgii d tambah sama kebosanan d dlam kmar, (kebetulan ga' bawa tv)..
untung aj punya handphone dan laptop, lumayan kannn nyalurin hobby dengerin lagu'' ny korea,,hihihi..
ohh iy, aq suka suju loohh',,ahahahaha'..

bener sihh' klo itu bisa mmbentuk pribadi kita yg mandiri, tpiiiiiiiii krna ini msih tahap adaptasi, segala ny jdii kerasa beratttttttttt'.....
aku emang orang yng bermasalah sama yg nama ny ng'manage waktu !! mungkin gara'' it kali yaaa smua jdii kerasa berat...
sebagai mahasiswa kedokteran gigi Universitas Lambung Mangkurat semester 1, blm merasa, meraba, menerawang (hihihihi') sama "KESIBUKAN MAHASISWA", tpii ttap sjja jdii anak kost it susah...
huhuhu'..

list" anak kost :

• mencuci baju
• menyapu kamar
• menyikat kamar mandi
• merapikan kamar

ngeriii deh liat list d atas, hahahahaha'...
sbnar ny it bukan hal ribet, tpiii malas ny it lohhhhhhh', selangitttt...
udh manage waktu ny kacau, malassss pula...
ckckckckck'...

tpii aku yakin, seiring brjlan ny wktu, aku psti bisa ng'handle mslah q ini,,,
rugi donggg' udah dpat materi "problem solving" sama drg. didit tpiii ga' d pake...
segala ny kan butuh proses dan adaptasi, jdiii sabarrr lahhhh nad !!
(semangat diri sendiri)

*gambar d atas di ambil dari sini